hey god!!!!.........i can blame u.....

hey god!..

someone who ws always in.....

was always thinking for everyone……

trying to make peace……

thinking for others……

bt nw out…..

left me…..

left the whole world…..

with one n only thing…..

his respective shake…..

wat d hell iz dis???......

his prayers was nothing????........

he left……

jst for others……

n u were watching……..

only watching……

he ws unhappy…..

bt nw,the whole world……

jst coz of u…….

he didn’t blame u…..

bt y??.....

coz of his gratitude…..

bt nw, I’ve seen ur faith……

so, i can blame u…..

as m doing…..

he was my everything……

nt u…..

he taught me everything……

nt u…..

nw wat m i…..

coz of him….

So, I can’t trust……

I won’t…..

M only interested in hobble….

wat ws the hobble??.....

tell me……

tell me…..

hey!!!....

M asking u…..

Give me a single reason……

Only a single one……

I know m right…..

Ur calmness is proof…..

Bt I’ve a reason…..

Nt single I’ve many.….

Present world is full of dust…..

N he ws lyk a detacher…..

N u detached him….

Everything is funny for u. isn’t it??......

Huh!!!...

nOtHiNg To Do.........

nw m feeling so nervous,...
oh god!, help me..
i've done eveyrthing...
bt still manythings to do...
i ws thinking positive..
bt now m dreaming for the same...
i ws towards the simplicity..
bt actually it was something towards complex...
wanna fight with complexity....
bt future thinking impeeding my courage....
m interested in....
bt interest is too courageless....
m doing what....
is known...
bt opposite to what is happening...
i know m safe....
bt actually unsafe...
coz, earth is abt to supress down....
bt actually it is rest of mine.....
atmosphere is abt to b calm....
bt rest of mine....
oh god! tell me how could i survive???....
i can.....
with others...
bt not without others....
plzz help me....
there is a flow in everyone's eyes....
bt m unable to do....
for the sake of others....
wanna make a flow....
bt i can't....
can neither go forward....
nor backward...
neither upwards....
nor downwards....
neither think for positive.....
nor for negative.....
i kno u r understanding....
god....
bt why only understanding.....
i can,t blame u......
bt can't do anything too....
now m approaching beyond me.....
coz nothing else to do.....
m comming god...
m comming....
bt comming without me......
 can't do anything for others.....
my soul is abt to detach.....
m comming with my soul....
good bye to all my
belongings....
i.e. good bye to all natural creatures....
good bye....
good bye....

dRoPs Of MoMeNt......

Appreciable outcome of a beautiful evening,

Became worst after an evergreen worst dinner.

Decided a campus trip,

To modify that state with an outcome.

Started by three, for a way to free,

One in a flirty manner,

But flirty for whome?

 still confusing about the answer,

coz, only possibility of cows, buffaloes, bitches was there.

Next one in a simple manner,

With hands in pocketless pocket.

But third one in intermediate manner,

Was trying to find college minors.

With one hand in pocket,

Can’t say anything about pocket’s condition,

Other hand with a glass of….

Of…..

Of…..

Of……

Glass of milk……..:p

We were roaming and sharing,

Moonlight was raging  about us,

But street lights was availed,

And moonlight was nourished.

objects and shadows,

Were combinely seeming illusions.

Very special for unedgy  enjoyment.

Finally, humble is tumbled,

Right now….

HeAvEn Of My DrEaMs

About the opening edge of holidays,

Was still oscillating for the two ways,

One related to my native,

Other referred to my dreams,

Still undecided , a day before beginning.

But my confusion was only upto a tragic thought.

My native is native but dreams may be.

Then amplitude vanished,

As a result of this external effect,

About few hours before the dreams .

Opted the way with greater excitement,

Permission became exciter.

Trenching away from public phenomenon,

Only following mind.

After a good test of patience,

Finally reached to dream.

Seeming like a dream,

unbelievable but real.

Filled with truths of nature,

Amazing nature of nature about me.

Buildings surrounded by dense greenery,

Was Dense enough to view only from few halves of a cent.

Only decorating agent used was greenery.

 can be termed as a southindian paradise.

An awesome place centred by an awesome person,

Nothing to say, in any way,

Coz, it was an spirituality’s bay.

But now, i am still trying to believe,

With smile and emotions,

I can’t do any thing else.