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The way I back off today,
is appreciable of course.
something happened negative side,
but that's what I actually deserve..
somehow my brain drained off my innocent heart...
but I respect evrything happens to my life,
whatever it is,
enough to extract the moral out of it..
what I drained always expected within limits,
neither I notice the other side,
nor what he mean,
nor what I meant for..
and of course it's my fault,
that's what I accept..
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.still waiting to exclaim "yikes!"...