External efforts..

As I started favouring the journey,
as per the life demands,
my path itself started shrinking.
It’s like showing a particular pattern over trends.
As I speed up,.
also speed up the way it’s shrinking.
One moving slowly will stay longer..
But It’s all about whatever doesn’t matter.
Nature is actually impeding,
against my affinity towards mistakes.
Somewhere the god inside me wants,
effort he's favouring to centralize to my efforts..

Book having post face...

The way I back off today,
is appreciable of course.
something happened negative side,
but that's what I actually deserve..
somehow my brain drained off my innocent heart...
but I respect evrything happens to my life,
whatever it is,
enough to extract the moral out of it..
what I drained always expected within limits,
neither I notice the other side,
nor what he mean,
nor what I meant for..
and of course it's my fault,
that's what I accept..
.
.
.still waiting to exclaim "yikes!"...

Lock..

Something to hook up one's destiny,
for appropriate standard to reach..
as I see in the physical world,
usually keeps one's place off ,
to reach out of others.
would like to precise,
hard over its temporal nature..
it's the begining,
think towards the philosophy ,
behind my intention..
trending over to reach the destiny,
unfortunately seem locked..
positive that it's temporal..
while the negative,
that it's not permanent..
anybody having potential for appropriate effort,
can easily break and snatch it off..
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Now, I'd like to suggest you all to keep moving towards what think you meant for..

Challenges...

All the way down to trail it up,
above the reason of uncertainty..
bare faces to shred over here,
just waiting for l'il more satisfaction.
every single discount is the real count,
to back up the process of becoming..
I've that much required,
except some traces..
stuck my brain ad nauseam.,
my probing efforts,
nagging over some futile trends..
everything is crooked,
cynical trends already scorned,
but this austerity , my belief,
contemplating my destiny,
with properity and dignity...

Anger...

Let's think about the outer destruction,
we've ever seen or felt...
yeah, think!!
earthquake, bomb blast, industrial accidents, etc.
similarly think about 'violence'..
again kinda outer destruction,
somewhere generated deep inside,
our own natural senses,
our own natural psyche..
it's only one,
absolutely threatening,
It takes time to splash out,
which is always enough for proper ignition..
very harmful,
among all above listed,
but actually It's nothing,
just the higher order anger..
having some threat ,
gradually starts ruining,
out of our heart...
as an excess then reaches our brain.
impact over senses,
energize our body,
and comes out,
too adversely..
then starts threatening at best,
to any perticular level..
now , relax..
and feel free to conclude,
in any manner..
meanwhile put it over humble I pleased,
stop using "hell, yeah! "..

Mind other minds also...

Come here..
clear your doubt..
look around..
Is there something illegal??
would u like to sum up,
your professional credits any more??
take it easy..
you're free,.
but think,
it would be better,
even appreciable..
to investigate against,
the loyalty they're pretending,
over the legal rights..
but here,
you..
only matters is medal for you ..
doesn't matter whence ,
not even what you really meant for..
but still,
It's not the cause to worry about, isn't it??
huh..
...
...
...
  ... bugger offff... 

Security...

A key built the confidence,
we achieved..
It's quite valuable,
for the one over yard...
not much for those below yard..
time ticked to feel the moments ..
still a mystery for one deserved or not..
but no one couldn't even mind,
to get what to mind..
excitement always overtake,
everything we attached...
we always ready to misuse,
what given to use for proper optimization..
opposite to what I think,
we actually mean optimization as utilization..
don't even I kno it's a common mistake,
or my individual..
whatever it is but uncommon...
If you're still thinking about security,
the only reason of our confidence..
then you're making a mistake again..
you should mind the fact..
It's up to you..
but you should keep yourself,

away from the point you're upto..

preparation for THE APPROPRIATE RESPONSE

Disturbance over sustainablity...
which couldn't identified yet...
moral trapped inside responsibilities...
the only reason...
sterilization on my pen's tip..
as well on my brain's...
the only demand I considered...
justification became a relative prediction...
quite over my qualities...
but certain qualifications also required,
even for the quality...
I'm ready to respond the disturbance,
but still waiting to qualify,
for what seeking response...
feeling it as a test of patience...
free from the world I minded...

A Mystery..

Day I joined was the day of my belief..
wanted to break all impediments... 
I came here...
with my intentions clear..
always tried to leave my shame...
and put out some modified reality...
but lie can't sustain over truth for long..
then came out..
they didn't even poke,
to end up my modified mystery....
but It's not the only truth...
my actual mystery is still a mystery,
about which I don't even know..
still waiting for the opening edge,
which is already revealed..
whether it's below or above the certainty..
It doesn't matter...
then what matters??
still a MYSTERY..

Illusion....

Cheat of vision...
something in between sight and words..
rays of light...
designed to confuse...
I'm in,
to investigate...
needed the way,
for the one still exploring over the space...
stream already created,
requires a medium to flow...
look around...
reverse ur vision..
still looking mysterious ???
provide the medium for what we meant...
feel the power of your vision..
ignore external effect,
and stick to your internal truth,
and feel free,
out of illusion..
but if you want to stick...
then you will see your own life ,
as a mysterious illusion..

Random crap,,

Day started with some orders,
beyond the limits of morning span...
then followed some unjustified ways...
something what's remaining unidentified,
between quantity and quality...
beyond the intentions what others seek,
obeyed the law of entertainment....
some intellectual approaches,
imparted over the point I love..
finally I realise the crap I ignored..