A rUmOuR oF dEsTrUcTiOn.

Trends of my life are creeping over my egocentric feelings,

feels like dancing or randomly vibrating,

due to the thrept of internal trills.

and life is rolling without rocking.

but figured up in  rocking manner.

and acted as a rapture of freakness enhancer.

flowing poorly enough to follow the rules of handicraft’s corner.

internal heat is trying to introduce a new chapter in this life.

rails are tending towards dwality,

passengers are trying to handle these isotherms by their tears.

heat transfer is happening b/w outer atmosphere and internal moisture,

at a considerable rate to survive.

but finally, hearts of positive dreamers got thrilled out due to pacalgia.

and tear creepers gonna flutted,

their internal moisture got sprinked out,

and they are trying to cry for the  grasp.

right now, my feelings got stopped and wanted to resolve the present into peace.

but it’s too late..

i don’t want to follow this flow in which m flowing

but it’s too late…. :(

lOvE tHiS wOrLd!!!!!!!!!!

On a slatered floor just below d roof,
seeking a queered chill beside dis chilly  sunny effort.
Its just excreation of condition absorbers on donors,
donation nd suction happening simultaneously.
Cruality is trending over kindness..
and someone is watching..
many r doin directly bt sucing indirectly.
They know dat dey r good,
bt nature xactly know who they r...
Nd some rascals r wrking against dis itch nd pertaining d remaining in a litchaneal growth culture.
Nw m criticizing u guys,..
Coz today m here to criticize u,
bt tomorrow , might b possible dat u wont b able to do it for urself..
Now, we r watching the thwrefting tears of Natural world,
bt our ignorance is a sign of combustion of mankind,
nd a contract to kill our next generation.
m feeling a bite of future ryt nw..
m doing,
coz m feeling the truth..
U also hv to do,
coz u'r also feeling the same..  

eveRyThing in one...

Everything that you are!
Everything that you do!
Something made me be the preparation to serve you
What would you like?
Was by myself for a long time
I'm sharing my life
Amount to pay to follow you
Broke for your love
Broke down every wall with the strength of your cozy warmth
Loving everything
Chased all I could to make more money
Want no part in chasing unless it's towards running after
All that you are!
I can't run anymore
I can't leap inside anything
I cant dissapear
Feelings falling
My memory is your brain
My heart craves for your coverage
It's feeding on my life want to pull you in closer
Caring symbolizes the comfort I submitted
Stay in my arms,will take care of all your needs
Any protien eaten I'm the ingredients presevered in your health
Took my love and created me to be a passionate man
Every action I had is way different now
I'm gazing,flirting,smiling,enjoying,embracing
Always thought I was perfect
Mistake was not being with you the beginning
No one in the world going to care for me like you do
I'm breaking inside
Have a wondeful person in my life
Have a creation that was made just for me
Long time finding you
Many years looking and seeking
No one love me like you do
Had to find out through all my feelings
You captured everything about me
My being is accomplished and saturated with all your vitimans

DUNE IN MY DUNEFREE MIND

after a keen adjustment of a flourish signup,

feeling a kind of peace,

in an enormously extended & dunefree mind.

levitating confidence is quested up,

due to a misery fault of an appreciated scrap.

i am acting like a gesture of words,

and preceeding towards a puzzlefree peace,

in order to recite the pattern of utter sense.

escaping from fears...

towards the deers...

to resolve the tears...

in order to obey the shears...

with a universal wrench key,

to optimise all kinds of physical and mental distortions.

heart is peeled enough,

to be pure..

and mentality is supercooled enough, 

to be sure..

soul's digonishment caused,

just after a quite scrapture of my heart. 

but colourfree tears is elaborating themselves,

as free from any colourful impurity....   

everyone is seeming as nace,

everything is addressing peace,

but something is still viberating alterly,

and waving in this calm ocean.

i am still searching this DuNe In mY dUnEfReE mInD. 

     

hey god!!!!.........i can blame u.....

hey god!..

someone who ws always in.....

was always thinking for everyone……

trying to make peace……

thinking for others……

bt nw out…..

left me…..

left the whole world…..

with one n only thing…..

his respective shake…..

wat d hell iz dis???......

his prayers was nothing????........

he left……

jst for others……

n u were watching……..

only watching……

he ws unhappy…..

bt nw,the whole world……

jst coz of u…….

he didn’t blame u…..

bt y??.....

coz of his gratitude…..

bt nw, I’ve seen ur faith……

so, i can blame u…..

as m doing…..

he was my everything……

nt u…..

he taught me everything……

nt u…..

nw wat m i…..

coz of him….

So, I can’t trust……

I won’t…..

M only interested in hobble….

wat ws the hobble??.....

tell me……

tell me…..

hey!!!....

M asking u…..

Give me a single reason……

Only a single one……

I know m right…..

Ur calmness is proof…..

Bt I’ve a reason…..

Nt single I’ve many.….

Present world is full of dust…..

N he ws lyk a detacher…..

N u detached him….

Everything is funny for u. isn’t it??......

Huh!!!...

nOtHiNg To Do.........

nw m feeling so nervous,...
oh god!, help me..
i've done eveyrthing...
bt still manythings to do...
i ws thinking positive..
bt now m dreaming for the same...
i ws towards the simplicity..
bt actually it was something towards complex...
wanna fight with complexity....
bt future thinking impeeding my courage....
m interested in....
bt interest is too courageless....
m doing what....
is known...
bt opposite to what is happening...
i know m safe....
bt actually unsafe...
coz, earth is abt to supress down....
bt actually it is rest of mine.....
atmosphere is abt to b calm....
bt rest of mine....
oh god! tell me how could i survive???....
i can.....
with others...
bt not without others....
plzz help me....
there is a flow in everyone's eyes....
bt m unable to do....
for the sake of others....
wanna make a flow....
bt i can't....
can neither go forward....
nor backward...
neither upwards....
nor downwards....
neither think for positive.....
nor for negative.....
i kno u r understanding....
god....
bt why only understanding.....
i can,t blame u......
bt can't do anything too....
now m approaching beyond me.....
coz nothing else to do.....
m comming god...
m comming....
bt comming without me......
 can't do anything for others.....
my soul is abt to detach.....
m comming with my soul....
good bye to all my
belongings....
i.e. good bye to all natural creatures....
good bye....
good bye....

dRoPs Of MoMeNt......

Appreciable outcome of a beautiful evening,

Became worst after an evergreen worst dinner.

Decided a campus trip,

To modify that state with an outcome.

Started by three, for a way to free,

One in a flirty manner,

But flirty for whome?

 still confusing about the answer,

coz, only possibility of cows, buffaloes, bitches was there.

Next one in a simple manner,

With hands in pocketless pocket.

But third one in intermediate manner,

Was trying to find college minors.

With one hand in pocket,

Can’t say anything about pocket’s condition,

Other hand with a glass of….

Of…..

Of…..

Of……

Glass of milk……..:p

We were roaming and sharing,

Moonlight was raging  about us,

But street lights was availed,

And moonlight was nourished.

objects and shadows,

Were combinely seeming illusions.

Very special for unedgy  enjoyment.

Finally, humble is tumbled,

Right now….

HeAvEn Of My DrEaMs

About the opening edge of holidays,

Was still oscillating for the two ways,

One related to my native,

Other referred to my dreams,

Still undecided , a day before beginning.

But my confusion was only upto a tragic thought.

My native is native but dreams may be.

Then amplitude vanished,

As a result of this external effect,

About few hours before the dreams .

Opted the way with greater excitement,

Permission became exciter.

Trenching away from public phenomenon,

Only following mind.

After a good test of patience,

Finally reached to dream.

Seeming like a dream,

unbelievable but real.

Filled with truths of nature,

Amazing nature of nature about me.

Buildings surrounded by dense greenery,

Was Dense enough to view only from few halves of a cent.

Only decorating agent used was greenery.

 can be termed as a southindian paradise.

An awesome place centred by an awesome person,

Nothing to say, in any way,

Coz, it was an spirituality’s bay.

But now, i am still trying to believe,

With smile and emotions,

I can’t do any thing else.