The Ultimate Truth within ITSELF...

Eyes looking around..

Mind staring deep inside its own senses..

Ears dared to listen nature's cry..

Nose refused to smell such kind of pungency..

Heart's already stunned..

Life's restricted to move along a circular path..

feeling as if all constrained to do their works..

that's all about the bitter halve of the truth for anyone like us, 

who preferred to look from outside and forcefully started living their lies..

but a thin line, from where one can start enjoying the sweet halve, 

also exist as close you can easily think of..

just drive your mind a bit deeper, 

and cognize the core inside that spherical shell we're still looking from outside..

Internal variations for Eternal strength..

Mind certainly started following another path,
One can experience a slight visual variation ,
But certain enough to feel the abundance of reality..
Those paths, actually meant to impart pebbles,
fortunately started imparting flowers..
whether it's the fall post peak or the fall pre trench..
Probablity is the only reason, refused me to deliver any strategy.
But I preferred to accept & enjoy the reality,
instead of worrying about the future.
Whatever I preffered is present,
And of course I'm going to favour those views, meant to present only..
The only way remaining for me, luckily the ideal one..
Some would take it as their bad luck,
But actually is their good luck to point its negative preview.

The positive Essence...

Span, that's timed to develop my vision,
faded my dreams away..
life I dreamt, still waiting its chance..
Even I'm doing the same..
then what's hereby keeping on multiply the factor of uncertainty,
wherever it exist.
I'm the person developed some remark distilled my blood,
responsible for keeping me on track of hope.
but my response against changes crumbled..
they could creep along its positive sense.
but here's my heart gonna chase the veto spin.
those dots I've developed somehow,
taking their time to present me the best possible arrangement.
I've seen the worst pattern..
And of course It's gonna be the better one..

Brain's out to overcome that Shame...

A little bird spotted that morning shine,

beside me.

Overwhelmed to bleed,

But the blood’s host still unveiled,

That condition resolving tears,

from frighten eyes,

Tiny legs were sparting,

As a pronging vibrator.

I displayed out of my emotive notion,

watching and watching,

Trenched simultaneously along the watch.

My restless mild tears,

Causing blurred view.

Totally off the way actually thinking towards the cause,

Just pronely watched over my empty brain.

Wanted to help,

But feared of Its enhancer.

Left from the only idea.

But still continued staring by that unfortunate shame,

thinking and thinking.

Felt my synopsis vibrating,

By a single question,

“what to do?”, “what to do?”,

I wanted but I couldn’t.

And now here’s nothing to do.

These were the fourteen minutes,

For lifetime thinking and lifetime shame…..

Awareness, The tool of Power.

A sharp and lean vision,
      creating a disturbance beyond my mind,
something that's already eluded,
      still comprising the picture.
by the moment it started crumbling,
      People started ruining their own.

Try to mean my point,
      bet you already know.
I'm just directing to recognize,
      that trend you mistaken.
But the wave this time,
      modulated along another front.

Effect's thoroughly dispersed their body,
      forcing mind out of it.
unfortunately,
      that wave started governing the particles inside.
I hereby deducing my notion,
      to point the proneness.

It's time for our respective tool,
      to come in handy.

And I've chosen "Awareness",

      tool of power to resolve any kind of Impact causing adversely.

      

sudden leakage of heart..

Never understood the height of brutality,
associated with the world I'm living...
I sacrificed my life...

If not "I" , then WHO??

Everyone's here trying to understand me..

what I'm pretending continuously..

but meanwhile pretended a bit too...

considering them as buff..

of course I'm mistaken...

but I don't care whatever's gonna be...

feeling me Like I'm over the crown..

I know I'm right ... 

Then what's wrong bothering me??

If a simple desire can pull their stochasticity down..

Then there's nothing wrong in pushing up,

to favour the harmony in between..

Mixed Values...

I don't know whence I came..
don't even know where I'm going.

but believe me I'm living the present.
whatever they said , I don't care..
they're calling me a name..
whether it's my actual or not..
but still a name..
I don't know whence I came..
don't even know where I'm going..

They tried to make sense of whatever not actually meant for..
And made our mind their way..
but neither I'm thinking of hell nor heaven..
coz I haven't observed those boundaries yet, they're talking about.
I don't know whence I came..
don't even know where I'm going..

love's what I experienced throughout..
some says it a game,
while others, just a name..
but whatever It is, I'm living..
and decided to live forever..
I don't know whence I came..
don't even know where I'm going...

Imagine , Mean the value..

Imagine the whole space,
filled with water..
matter contains its certain concentration..
Imagine that liquid,
imbuing into the matter..
that weakening contact,
among its particles...
portion within the solubility domain dissolving...
temperature going down..
gravity weakening..
all the physical forces wanting..
particles seperating away..
Imagine that infinitesimal particles, matter equivalent,
continously diffusing over infinite universe..
light dissolving into the darkness..
sound dissolving into the silence...
now, realise the concentration..
same concentration as before...
space, is still there, unaffected..
same as before..
feel our existence..
lost..
feel the time ticking over..
whatever destroyed could have been saved by time..
you may blame it..
but It won't stop ticking...
.....
...

As I started, Life started...

From the point I started gathering morals..
People started accepting me, as the piece of their success...
But somewhere, my courage started dominating over their greed..
That's how the value started rising over my own mind..
My journey then started summing up my original success...
But I can't forget the day,
when something happened actually don't even I know..
I started moving out,
Off my path of success...
And started favouring my heart...
Hence, my mind started asking to define attachment...
When my mind recited that question again,
I composed the post,
Dedicated to all those really deserve my gratitude...

Luck, The Probability...

What do you think about?? ....
Do you believe in luck??
Try to view over whatever I'm trying to present..
Believing in luck like believing in probability, isn't it??
But as per I mean, "probability is nothing just the reality, usually we ignore"
Let's think about a coin we gonna toss..,
What's the probability of getting head??
"1/2"... isn't it???
But actually when we toss we impart certain impulse, turns into certain velocity and certain angular velocity. Then it rises to certain height and turns continuously.
And finally result comes out...
It's not the probability. It's the direct consequence of our initiation..
And result will change according to the magnitude of impulse we apply in the beginning.. 
Similarly luck is whatever came in reality but still out of our logic.. :)