internal twist

My minds as in center of an f 5 twister
I’m not sure about what even i can't think Any more
I’m confused for sure...
Not sure how i got this way
But I can recognize the whole spin.
I’ve tried to hide myself
I’ve tried to make a head on
I’ve tried to reach a breadth ahead..
It seems to follow me each and every day
This darkness,
the whirl winds around me
Is making it hard for me to see
What’s truly out in front of me
There’s something good awaiting beyond that twister's core
but how to set through out..
I’m not certain at all..